I'm the Biggest idiot on Earth. Both literally and metaphorically.

Honestly.

I typed the whole story to my twin who was concerned...Copied it...then immediately highlighted something else...so it's gone.

I'm nuts.

By the way...story goes like this.

We had a meeting today after my work. I was sitting across E...staring at him basically cos' of his radiant smile..irresistable. Haha.

It was quite a fun meeting. After the meetin was close to 10pm. I was really tired and SHOULD b gg home to catch the last episode of The Autumn story with my mum and rest cos' of work tmr...

But I didn't. Din know what I was thinking abt. Decided to go for supper with e girls though I know I won't b eating.

I think I was secretly hoping that e guys wld b there too.

Went NUH. Sat ard and chatted wif e girls. It was rather enjoyable really. But the guys never showed up.

One girl's father came to pick us up. I didn't know her really well...so couldn't ask her father to fetch me home...wanted to stop by the main road...but before I cld open my mouth...he turned into Serangoon Gardens where one of e girls stay.

I alighted. Had to take a bus out to change buses. Took 73...crossed the road to wait for 70 or 76...felt like a TOTAL IDIOT cos' it's already 11 something...it's dark and I was alone...I was scared.

Waited for about 15 mins...wanted to cry I tell u...decided at about 11:30 that I shouldn't b waiting somemore cos' i didn't know if there were buses still!

So i had to part with money instead and took a cab...

I can't believe this...I was so close and yet so far away from home!!!

And I didn't get to watch the show...and I didn't complete the tasks that I set out to do...or rather I'm supposed to do.

I'm a failure.

Sigh.