Spooked - by 2 vivid dreams

It has been extrememly comfortable to sleep the past 2 nights...but I've had terrible dreams it's scary.

All right, Sun's night one wasn't so bad. Just that it's so vivid. I dreamt of many people, friends from st nicks, hwachong, even my hall! I dreamt that K was involved with QW. A very unlikely pair but nonetheless so vivid I almost thought it was real! Weird thing is I haven't even talked to QW for such a long time. Why her of all people? As for romance with sexual connotations...the last one I watched was 2046 which was quite some time ago, how come now then dream such a weird dream???

Last night's one was a lot worse. I dreamt of me, flaring up in front of K, KT and SM. Then walking out of them cos' we couldn't stick to our initial plan and refused to join them for something else. (Throwing a tantrum is something I've done before, and something which is likely to happen again in spite of my age!!!)

Then I was walking back past the playground to my house, I mewed at this HUGE cat-like thing (which I somehow think it could be a girl) but well, cos' of my mewing at it on the slide, it came pouncing on me and it was rather horrifying cos' I needed help to get rid of it! But the worse thing was me meeting a ghost in the lift! And it wasn't just me alone! I was in the lift with 3 other girls, and we all avoided this space in the lift cos' we felt a presence there. But later 2 other girls clothed in the same clothes wanted to come in. One managed to get in when the other didn't. But we told her to squeeze in still, and so the "thing" was displaced and it ended up behind me! It was a huge flow of gas kind of feeling, but it clung on to me...all the way until I was on the staircase back home. I was REALLY REALLY scared. But nothing I did managed to drive it away. Until I quietened down, found "peace" in my heart..and I knelt down and prayed. Then I felt it leaving me...

It's REALLY spooky cos' it's the first time I've dreamt of a ghost without a form (which makes it even more scary) and the setting is so real I really believed it! I even repeated the story to my mum after I went back home! And...I probably would continue to dream if not for the fact that I set my alarm at 5:40 this morning. Of cos' I didn't wake up that early but well...didn't feel like going back to my bed again when I finally woke up.

What is my dream trying to tell me? That I shouldn't be so angsty and to calm down so that I'll be at peace and be in good health? Or that I've done too many things that I should be guilty about and it's time to repent?

Or is it time for me to enter a religion?

I dunno...=(

Hmm...any advice? Who knows how to interpret dreams?

Okay...back to my essay outline. Jia you Shuhui!