It's been some time since I've really blogged like write down everything.

Haha...Everyone's been like so busy with their school work and yet I'm the only one who keeps on insisting on blogging so much. I wonder if my friends are bored of reading all my nonsense?

I sure hope not...

The day started off not too well...but it's got a rather nice ending!

I was awoken by youjie's phone call at 5:30...but couldn't get myself out of the bed. The next time I saw my phone...it was already 6:30...I gave up on gg to the airport.

I felt bad...but my body wasn't allowing it.

Not after so many days of super late night sleeping.

Sat I went to someone's house. Realised that I forgot where it is...and as I was walking to the bus stop, I saw the nice rather full moon...and this term just came across my mind. 月圆人不圆

Spent Sunday shopping with Joyce and Weiling! Didn't buy anything. What a miracle! Haha...

Went airport...then the whole emotional flooded process...

With the lack of sleep and roller coaster of emotions that went through my mind the entire day...I was sincerely on the brink of breakdown. Somehow. I felt like I was an elastic band, stretched to my limit already...every part of me just felt so tense, I was so afraid I would snap. I was even willing to seek professional help so long as it's not too expensive...

Luckily...I didn't. That'll save me quite alot of money! hee...;P

Came back exhausted cos' of work plus tutorial which I was happily nodding away...luckily could "get away scot-free" without completing my readings.

Then I came back, da baoed dinner and ate in my room...luckily saw Peiling and company downstairs so I went down to the courts with Peiling. There was a handball match going on and we were supposed to be having hockey training after that. Felt awkward initially cos' I didn't know alot of the A blockers...and I somehow think that the seniors have kind of decided to give up on asking me to join in the games. But all these feelings went away after the training!

I'm not good at games. I know it. But it was fun just running around with a stick! Haha...and I'm kind of trying...

Had block comm. nominations just now. What Jacky said was true, being nominated IS a privilege.

First sem I was not outstanding at all...cos' well...i'm not a very IBG person and I was pretty off for orientation.

Things changed in my second year, I uped my profile, had a few friends...and people do kind of see me around more...but I chose SEP. So I didn't contribute much to KR at all.

3rd yr kicked off to a real bad start. No Fwoc...no IBG...i'm like a very potential phantom already.

And it's too late now if I really wanted to do anything for the hall, for the block...

I guess...in life, you gain some, you just gotta lose some.

So it's kind of Fair in a sense I guess...