On my journey...<b>
I'm finally here. =)
After resoluting to keep a diary for so long...I finally found my way here.
In Search of myself.
My identity.
My goals.
My love.
My passion.
Yes, i've been feeling lost, that i've lost something. My friend told me it's just that I haven't forgiven myself...
She's right. How could she have known so much about me when we only converse for less than 5 times in a year?
Disappointment with myself for losing my first love.
Disappointment with myself for not performing in JC.
Disappointment with myself for having achieve good grades for As.
Disappointment with myself for not being what i hoped to be.
For not having obtain a scholarship, not knowing where i'm heading...not studying hard, not making friends, not keeping my friends...
there's actually so many things i'm bothered about. And yet nothing much is done for i refuse to think. I do not wish to acknowledge it. I live day by day and let my emotions and feelings take control over me.
Dear diary, do you know how i feel?
Lost sheep in the wilderness...
posted by Shuhui @ 11/16/2002 12:03:00 am
1 Comments:
I found your blog and read several of your posts. You seem sad.
And lonely.
I went through a similar feeling when I was in college. I was doing too much of my own thing, trying to make me happy.
I suggest you find a way to serve others. Volunteer at a home for senior citizens, work at a church, etc. Give your life away and it will come back to you many times over.
God has a plan for your life. He loves you as if you were the only person on earth.
I have a family now, so I am constantly giving to them. I read the Bible. I study Christian teachings by listening to sermons on Oneplace.com.
Check out "A New Beginning with Greg Laurie".
You have a great life ahead of you. Stop worrying aboout the past and do your best today, as unto the Lord.
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